Daniel in Bali. Hubba hubba. ;)
Daniel in Bali. Hubba hubba. ;)
I thought everything was perfect. My boyfriend was texting me like a boyfriend. Saying “My Asian” or “Panda”. but then this morning he texted me a sad face….I asked what was wrong and he said ‘Panda..I’m sorrrrrrrryyyy. Kevin. I have to say good bye to a special person.” and after that, he only said sorry and frowning faces…….
I don’t know why…I think it has something to do with the fact that his mom is not pleased that he’s into guys. I just. I’ve been crying all morning. I can’t do anything but think about us. This is horrible…..
So, after the long hours of crying, my boyfriend called me and let me in on everything. I was able to reassure him and letting him know I will be there for him 100%.
We are kind of in an ok spot right now. It’s mainly issues he has with his family. I’m not sure. But hopefully it will be alright.
The person I have fallen completely in love with is about to break my heart. He said he was feeling depressed today, but didn’t tell me why. Then, he tells me he’s going back to his country(El Salvador) for 18 days. And then he says he has to talk to me in person and it’s bad news……I am completely shattered and heart broken already and I haven’t even heard the news yet…my face is streaming with uncontrollable tears and I can’t stop…
Well, my boyfriend said he was under some stress because of lack of sleep(which is mostly my fault because I always keep him up and take him out late.). He told me the reason why he was so different around me was because I was being that annoying partner who asks “are you ok? What’s wrong? ” every 2.5 seconds. I never thought I’d be that kind of boyfriend, and I did. I need to stop thinking so hard and just live this relationship as it goes.
Everything is alright now. I will let him sleep more, I will stop asking dumb questions. I will be the man he fell in love with in the first place.
Why is holding a relationship so difficult for me? My relationship right now is the only one where I have truly fallen in love but its going downhill….and I dont know why…..
my boyfriend used to be so lovey dovey with me. Calling me babe, baby, my asian, panda bear. And now, he barely even says my real name. I dont know what happened. We went on a date after work and had a great night. But then we didnt see each other the next day and now he barely talks to me…and when he does, its like hes talking to his friend….
I dont know. I really hope its nothing. I am really in love with him and I cant lose him….
The bros in Hong Kong. Lovely.
Look at these lovely’s. Alejandro deep into his phone, and Fabian deep into thought.
The colors are just glorious in this shot.
Jason is just barely in the background as well. haha
Look at these bros. Playing the guitar and bass together. So fuckin’ rad.
Daniel being a cutie, Alejandro being a cutie, and Fabian being a cutie. Can you tell why they are brothers? :)
Daniel has like, the perfect physique.
Sorry for the lack of posts! I have just been so caught up in my personal life(all good things) but I promise I will start posting again soon. Hang in there with me! :)
Daniel and his boys!! So cute!!!!